Thursday

I know it's been a while since i have posted last. I think  I have been contemplating what I have wanted to make of this 'blog'. I have been reading so many blogs lately, well not so many but I have been dandering. Most blogs have a purpose, most of them show pictures of peoples kids/families; some talk about specific tops, others are women who knit and sew and paint and decorate and cook etc, one even is a person who literally spews her every emotion regardless of whom it may affect there for the world wide web to see. I don't have children, I have a dog but i mean.. i cook and paint my house and decorate but I don't have time to show every little thing I buy/change make for dinner. And you better believe I'm not about to put my deep feelings out there for people to read.... so whats the point? I do live across the country from most of my friends and family so I could keep everyone posted with pictures and such but wouldn't you know my camera is broken....so i think i will be a mixture of all of the above. who wants consistency really?
so it's almost a year since i have left the home I've known and have started life in san francisco. have i mentioned that i love it here. although today, i wanted nothing more then to hit a back country road in NH and just drive. my heart actually ached for the country. now, some say there is country here in CA but it's not the same. but don't we always ache for things we can't have instantly?
so decorating: i re-did my bathroom in past few weeks.. so here are two pictures of that:
this is the curtain:

and here's the picture:

we are getting ready for music and worship arts camp. very excited for that! it's the first time in my life that i have felt excited. mostly i tend to feel dread... ha.  But this year it just feels exciting.
So that's the mini update on my life. as for the the sharing of my deep emotions and feelings, I'm so not there yet..
ok that's it love and peace.